**[[___wOoOhOoO!!~___]]**

Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still. We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life

Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment In the book of life every page has two sides: we human beings fill the upper side with our plans, hopes and wishes, but providence writes on the other side, and what it ordains is seldom our goal. The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it Life consists not in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well A great secret of success is to go through life as a man who never gets used up Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever Life isn't worth living unless you're willing to take some big chances and go for broke In between goals is a thing called life, that has to be lived and enjoyed

**bItS & pIeCeS oF mOi LyFe**

Thursday, August 25, 2005

long tyme seh nvr blog...moi internet is loike spoil so cant use da internet..now im still single mingle..hehe..flirt here n dere but not so so flirty lah...hehe..dats jez not me..alot of tingies had happened....alot i say!!~~hemm...moi 2 ex asked fer patch...a few guys chasing afta me...hemm...y??crazee ker??i misx ogy n wawa...hey gerlx!!wen 2 mit..nisha too...gonna visit noshin coz she's turning 1 deez yr..hehee!!~~now chatting at msn wid syahirah n zilaton...hehe...now at zaza's hse...hemmm....now im loike werking so i'll loike bz lah...werk at IRAS...tired but fun lah..sumtymes sleepy!!~~hehe....jez now werk wuz ok onli disloike GM...gemok mengumpat..2 gerls dat me moi frens col dem...dey gossips alot wen dey demselves worse..haiyoh!!~~hehe...im tired of heartbreaks seh so...im loike chilling now..happy as ever!!~~wee!!~~oklah..gtg..cheerious!!

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Saturday, August 06, 2005

___ o.U.t 2 t.O.w.N ___

now still at zaza's hse wid moi 2 dearez syztaz..hehe....chatting at msn using zaza's hotmail...while listening 2 ska songs....woohuuu!!!~~~cant wait fer 2mrw siol..hehe...2day goin town wid bbz,zaza,wan,fana,qiro,joe...heheeh...clbrate lalat bdae....nxt wk is pynk laydee bdae..yahuu!!~~gonna do sumtink dirtee 2 her..hahah...no lah..now she sitting bsyde me..kaypoh..hahah!!!~~no lah...yest,suppoz 2 haf gerls tok but end up sum1 sleep..haha....me haven bathe yet..hehe....buchuk ah..!!~hehe....2day n 2molo enjoy moiself 2 da fullest...btw,i found da guy hu i search fer at frenster..hermmm...ahh...single mingle da bez..hahahahahaha!!~~oklah..wanna go n lalala...hehe

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Friday, August 05, 2005

hehe...now @ zaza's hse wid moi 2 belurved syztaz..bbz n zaza..loike duh!~hehe..decided 2 sleep over her hse laz min..we wanna haf fun once awhile..herm..2day highlite moi hair but cant c da effect..haiyoh..wasted sia..nvm lor..2mrw goin town but no money!!!~~ahhhhhh!!~helap..jez survive wid 1 bux onli..hehe..goin window shopping i guezz...moi parents binget coz i tk alik..sorie guys..lerp ya!!~~btw...yest b4 it turn 12 midnite,it's wan lalat bdae..Hapi Berthdae wan!!!!~~20 yrs old alreadee..pity hym coz he had a bad day 2day..yest slept late coz tok 2 fir...he supoz 2 knal2 wid zaza but den....haiyoh...im telling guys hu interested me,dat moi heart iz close fer luv now..waiting fer da ryte tyme..wanna enjoy single lyfe now..wooohooo!!~~alamak..moi bill loike so much..where 2 find money??wanna werk ah....deez sun wanna go gig...heeeerrrmm..hope evrytynk olryte...lazy wanna fite..pay 20 bux siol..hehe...yest went queensway n bought 2 new barbell...hehe...noice uh...hehe...now wearing it...oklah wanna haf fun!!cheerios!!~~

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

-DrEAmzzZzZ-

erm...halooo...now im at bedok cc playin net..here i m blogging...moi internet at hm spoil ah so cant update moi blog dat much lor....now im nearly 2 broke!!~~ahhhh!!!~~helap...but nvm..gonna find werk soon...btw,im goin 2 take private nitec..taking office skills again..hehe...fer moi own good...hmm...abt moi luv lyfe...yurp i did patched up wid azmi but den we broke off...i asked fer it coz he jez not ryte fer me fer a ceratin reazenz..he wanna commit suicide...izzen dat foolish n stoopiiidddoo????haiyoh..guys supoz 2 b stronger than gerls mah....dunno lah..but no hard feelings lah...now i m trying 2 enjoy moi single mingle lyfe...it's ok..im not a desparado anyway...still waiting fer da GUY...hahaha!!~~jez now went 2 kompang in da morning at 7pluz...veri da sleepy but oklah...pathetic siol!get 10 bux...haizzz.....yar ryte..play so semangat fer whut???bloody shit...lek2..chill....patient is impt...hemm..jez now msn wid ashiff....he showed me his son's photo...so dammn cute!!!~~~loike hym...da name is md shaadee afeee..tynk so..loike dat ah...veri noice..gonna visit dem one of diz days...misx hanis..alhamdullilah she's fine....hmm..eaten nasi ayam black pepper..noice..yyum2...later miting adks...goin queensway...fer me 2day loike sat..hehe...cant wait deez sat...goin out 2 town n 2mrw goin 2 zaza hse..hehe...sun reggae ska fest!!!~~~yahuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!~~it's skanking tyme!!~~long tyme sia nvr skank..misx alots of peeps...oklahh...cut it short..cheerios!!~~lerp ya gerls..adks....thnx..mwah!!~~

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Saturday, July 30, 2005

*~cRazEe mE~*

ferst of ol wanna apologised 2 haifi,wan,zul & moi 2 dearez syztaz fer whut happen yest...i wuz totally drunk...drank too much i tynk..mayb i wuz too stress up wid tings dat hapen 2 me..now im olryte...dwn wid a bad flu..argh!~not goin out 2day...mayb lepak fer awhile wit qiro n wan..moi 2 syztaz not @ hm...zaza went out wid aulfa and zimah out 2 eunos..dunnolah...heard frm zaza dat zima is goin 2 torn 2day....stubborn lah adk...pleash dun k...but haisssshhhh.....dunnolah...jez now ate pizza..yum2!~so bored at hm seh...jez hafta entertain moiself...zaza told me dat yest i wuz crazee..i let out evrytynk...paisey seh!~oklah...wanna do otha tingies....cheerz!

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Friday, July 29, 2005

+TrYiNg 2 b cHeErfoOL eCh daY+

*long sigh*ok2..stop sighing n enjoy lyfe 2 da fullest now...now im bck single..i wanna haf a break..enjoy moi single lyfe..go out n chill wid moi 2 syztaz and moi gerlfrens...shit man!!~~im loike not reli in cntact wid any of moi gerlfrens so how sia wanna haf gerlfrens out???ala...c how lah...hehe...im loike not sad..loike b4 deez too..i tink im used 2 getting hurt n break ups r normal fer me...moi mind actuali in a mess but it's olryte i noe i can jez smile ech day wen im wid moi 2 dearez syztaz..ryte???duh!!~~now i got no special guy in moi lyfe..wan..y yest i tok 2 u loike no mood??coz i jez broke up lah boi....let me stay single mingle ferst k...luv reli make peeps blind huh....sorie md azmi fer whut i've done...im not da gd gerl dat u tink i m..im da same wid da otha gerls..dun wori....i'll pray dat u get da dream gurl dat u alwaez dream of..im not her..jez not her...im da bad one..u da gud one..i noe it's hard n hurting but we cant jez go on wen dere's no feeling animore..i dun regret giving ol moi luv b4..jez remember....sex n ol doz cheeky stuffs r not da main point in a rship..it's duzen mean luv...luv is clean....sweet....chill k azmi...im sorie dat i cant gif u wat u ask fer..im truly reli sori bee...wen i col u bee...i do mean it...u jez dun haf confidence n faith in me...i cant b wid u if u tink loike dat...sorie bee...oppsss...azmi i mean...*sigh*ok..lets drop da sad part k...hemm..yest zaza n zima cabot skul...went out wid dem 2 hougang..moi dad mc fer 2 days..yest n 2day..he's unwell...coz he ate durian wen he not supoz too...den yest went 2 zaza's hse..karaoke n played wid her small cuzzins..her hse wuz loike full of kids!!!~~FUN!!!~~dey're so adorable n farnie...i enjoyed playing nonsensical stuffs wid dem...childish seh me but hu cares...her hse is loike childcare centre...hehe....wanna go her hse again ah...coz...........*luff cheekily*u noe i noe kan zaza n zimah???hehe....nowadays i kept tinking abt moi ferst ex..adam a.k.a md shah...he's da nicest guy dat i ever met fer now....he reli do luv me alots...no probs during our rship...he's mix but he respect gerls..he dun go fer sex n stuffs...jez pure normal rship..ahhh....!!!yearning fer dat now....difficult 2 find dat dream guy of mine....i found already...his face remind me of adam but...not sure abt character..not dat i wanna find exactly loike adam...i noe not ol guys r da same in sum part..but i dunnolah...jez wanna mix arnd ferst...if i get moi dream guy....*sigh*..i tink i'll go crazee n craving fer hym ech day....misx hym ech day...luv hym so sincerely ech sec..hey afah!!~~dream on lah....haha!!nowadays i daydream alot seh..dun grow pimple sudah lah...yest tok 2 zul fer a few hrs..den go 2 sleep...2day mayb miting syztaz again..wanna go amir's hse 2 visit baby coz heard she's sick...hope she get well soon...im so bz wid me n moi syztaz nowadays...i wanna spend tyme wid moi gerlfrens but dey bz skooling....haiyoh!~wen 2 go out gerls???misx u gerls alots tau......now moi aim is to find moi dream guy...hemmm...bullshit lah afah..no lah..wanna find a job...n tkcr of moi family n moi syztaz n......lalalalalla...hehehehe...cheerios!!~~
zimah n zaza....thnx alot fer bein dere fer me evrytyme..a day without u gerlx is loike argh!!u gerls r moi drugs..haha!!~~lurve u gerlx so much...~~mwah!!~~

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

^^chEeriNg uP mOi LyFe^^

pampering moiself wid lollipops ech day seh...now sucking lollipop coke flavour..the graffitti one lah...while blogging and checking out moi frenster...no msg or anitynk..wanna change sumtynk here n dere..supoz 2 mit bee 2day but...nah~~no mood 2 go out 2 day..wanna enjoy moiself at hm wid moi lollipops!!!~~haha...wait moi teeth left one onli..hehe...moi 2 syztaz & me lurves lollipops so much...we're addicted 2 lolipops!!!~~haha....giler!!~jez now read april's blog entry...hermm..yar...we kpos...wanna intrude ur lyfe but it's u make us loike deez...so unexpected...and now u said loike deez??jez bcoz of danny??4get ol doz memories wid us jez loike dat??tk ingat ke mase curik mak ko nye rantai tu smue???kiwek!!~~gerlx...gerlx...deez is y i hate 2 bfren wid gerlx..dey dunno how 2 appreciate kindness...ahhh!!~~wateva...now i noe i wanna cheer up every sec of moi lyfe..wan..i dun wan u 2 put on so much hope on me...im scared i'll break ur heart again...im moiself not sure abt moiself...i'll b doin moi decision soon..mayb i dun wan both of u..azmi n u...mayb lah...not sure..i nid sumbody hu understanding,patient...nice lah..haiyoh...guys...guys..wen im wid u,dunno how 2 appreciate....zaza noe im waiting fer dat dream guy of mine drop frm da sky..haloo??!??!?dream on lah fareha...dat wont happen....hehe.....let's c..as i told peep...tyme will tell..wait n c....fate lies in Allah....not us..we planned but he do da job...i'll accept anitynk frm hym...hehe..repent alreadee lah..haha....dream on lah!!~now moi tongue da ok..hehe...can take out already...wait till buy barbell at queensway...yesterday went 2 follow zaza buy her jade..her jade broke 2 half..hehe...so she bought a nicer new jade..at 800+ shop at tamp wid me,aulfa n apai...aulfa n apai luk so damn cute..apai is short n dark...while aulfa is tall n fair...so cute..ol da bez guys...den went mit bbz under moi blk n went 2 amir's hse..hafta lah!!he kept coling...irritating..smoke n ate kropok at his hse...baby wuz sick...i dunno lah si amir nie..he n baby r ex but dey hug n kish..dunnolah kan..bbz n amir r now loike bro n sis...adk2....bape bnyk abg lah...hehe...1 kakak nie tk cukop ker??hehe...elfian is staying at spore..not goin 2 KL...alahia..wasted moi tyme ah..hehe...no lah..but i jez hope zaza 4get hym...diden tok 2 zul yest..veli2 tired...2day he's werking..he jez a fren lah...no worries..hemm..im tinking shud i go 2 reggae ska fest 2???no money but wanna c GSC...aaaaahhhh!!!helap...cheerios...

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